Everytime i think back to these 2 moments where i asked two different women for their phone numbers. One was when i was in highschool where i asked a girl for her number and the other one was when i was at work i asked a co worker for her number. Btw i'm horrible at asking women for their numbers let alone talking to them. With the first girl she told me her friend was going to give me her number from then i knew from then i wasn't going to get it. With the second girl she gave me her number but when i text her she didn't respond so either she gave me a false number or she ignored my text because everytime asked her if she has free time later to talk she would always say she's busy and would see her constantly on her phone texting other people. After i felt a little angry and embarresed about it but i never lashed out at them for it. I even started blaming myself for wasting my time trying to talk to these women who were never interested in me. Soon after that i started telling myself that approaching women and stricking up conversations with them even asking them for their phone numbers isn't for me. After that i stopped trying.