So a few days ago I posted asking if I should leave my boyfriend. Well I did thanks to all the wonderful comments. But OMG it hurts every day I wake up feeling like I'm drowning. I haven't been able to tell my family about the breakup because I can't answer any questions without breaking down in tears. I feel so tempted to write a long ass paragraph to him but I'm trying to preserve the little dignity I have left since I simply blocked him without saying anything.
How do I make this pain go away. This is not my first heartbreak but it hurts more than anything I have ever experienced.
Please I really need words of encouragement because I feel like I may never get back a certain part of me.