I’ve been seeing this woman. She’s 36 I’m 28. I didn’t expect to like her as much as I do but I really do. When I see her I kinda light up inside. I’ve been trying to control myself but I can’t.
She’s hinted she doesn’t want children though. And I really do. I don’t know how it’s got this far.
At first she was pretty coy about it and kinda seemed like she didn’t want me to ask. So I didn’t. She was saying she was more about fun and having a good time. But as times gone on we’re acting more and more like a couple. I went shopping with her today. I spent the day at hers on Monday.
I’m getting really worried about the future. So i said to her today that I feel like we’re moving away from just casual fun territory. And she said she agrees. She said she really likes me but is also aware of the issues. And that I ‘freak her out’.
I said I just need to know where I should and shouldn’t let my mind go and she said ‘let it go wherever you want and we’ll figure it out’.
I want something long term. But I’m afraid to lose her too. And I’m not sure what to do
I’m going away for 10 days now. Then she’s away for 4. I don’t know what’s gonna happen. And I don’t know if I need to say something