If you became a ghost after death, which person or place would you choose to haunt?

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  1. You know the creepiest thing?

    Its that I automatically thought in my head “My past self” when I read your post title…

    Then I remembered (that’s something I quite do not understand still) that I “felt possessed” at age 22… by “an entity who what the same / similar name as me” who… was there to “protect me”… and was basically, their whole mission was to protect me against a friend… they told me so much to never trust that friend… to not date him… that it would be the worse mistake of my life !…

    I ended up dating him way later after that… I thought I was just crazy lol… I was simply healing and becoming a better person cause this “split personality” was now gone so 🤷‍♀️ nice… im mature now ! Lets date… right? 😅

    So that person in question asked me out some years ago and I said NO… I was not feeling mentally stable enough for a relationship… plus I judged their body a bit so…
    Anyways, I felt like a very bad person and MAYBE I should end up dating this guy… riiiight?? What if he is a really good person? He was Soooooo kind to me before so WHY NOT RIIIIIIGHT?!!!

    I kid you not. This person ended up to be the worse mistake of my life.
    If that “entity” EVER comes back? I listen. Fuck that xD this world is… 😶 interesting to say the least lol !…
    I guess its a reminder that life is more interesting still than simply being abused for 7y. I genuinely want to see it this way now.
    I love… I love more than I ever did. But that fxcker? Was a real big mistake lol !
    I… I cannot really process all of that. So many unanswered questions, so much confusion, so much irony…
    I guess like I used to say “Oh, sweet irony 🥲”…

    Seriously the fact that I automatically thought “I don’t wanna hunt anyone… wait a second i’ll hunt myself so I do not date this guy… WAIT A SECOND???!!! Oh no…”
    Its just dumb 😭😭😂😂

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