Lying here writing this and my heart just hurts, l've been single quite a while now and while a lot of the time I have been okay with this and I'm happy holding out for what I want
But lately the loneliness has been crushing me and I've been finding it hard. Normally hanging out with friends etc helps but a lot of my friends have long term partners and now it's nearly a reminder of what I'm missing out on. I went to a wedding recently and a friend's birthday and I just felt so alone.
Now don't get me wrong i am absolutely thrilled for those friends but I just wonder will it happen for me or will I end up alone
I don't know how to get through this feeling it just fucking hurts