Hi, I am facing a dilemma and would be grateful for your opinions.
I hold a Belarusian passport, live and work in the EU country. My grandma lives in Moscow, and I haven't visited her for 6 years, all because of the political situation and being worried about the unpredictable actions and decisions of government in my home country. I finally came to visit my family in BY now, and as there is no border between BY-RU, my grandma very much wants me to come to Russia to see her at least for a few days. I want to see her very, very much, and I feel like a bad person for prioritising political reasons over family ones. But I truly feel that it goes against my personal beliefs to go to Russia now, and that it may be not very safe taking into account the news about drones and occasional attacks there. My grandma doesn't want to travel, so inviting her to visit me is not possible. What would you do in my situation? Obviously, some family members tell me that it's out of question to go to Russia now because of the security reasons, but others simply tell me that it's beyond understanding how I can put anything above the idea to see my grandma.