A few months ago, a colleague came to my city… and since then, something has changed between us. I can't quite explain how it all started; everything felt spontaneous, natural, but also exciting. A few days later, I went to his place after work. There was a lot of hugs, cuddling… that's when I realized he wanted something physical, probably just sex. At that moment, I wasn't ready. I didn't expect it.
We talked while we were cuddling. I told him I had never had a boyfriend, that I had never been in a relationship. He was genuinely surprised. He said things would take a different course than he imagined. We continued with the cuddling, but nothing more happened then, and I'm grateful for that today. He didn't force anything, which meant a lot to me.
Since then, we're in some kind of casual relationship, and surprisingly, I'm completely fine with it. He's very nice to me. No one from the office knows what's happening between us. Honestly, I've fallen deeply in love. I have strong feelings and he's constantly on my mind; I constantly think about him, and we message each other almost every day. I also see that he wants something more with me. His starring at me, the way he looks at me, everything says it. He's always gentle, always caring to me.
Now I feel ready for my first sexual experience. I want it to be with him. I know he's a good man. I don't see any wrong in him, no desire to use me I'm ready, and can't imagine anyone else than him to be my first.
I'm 25 years old, and he's 19 years older. But he's young at heart, has never been married, and has no children. And most importantly, he's not someone who would hurt me. I know that.
It's interesting that we haven't even properly kissed yet. There have been kisses on the neck, forehead, cheeks… but not a real one on lips. And that, I feel, is coming soon.
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