I am in a loving relationship for nearly 10 years. We are quite kinky. We have calmed down recently but it usually perks up again in no time haha.
Just to clarify, in no way would I ever cheat on my partner or lie etc. I am very happy with him.
Anyway, what I have noticed through my relationship is that I get very turned on from being noticed or watched by men. Maybe even women. My partner has said in the past that he likes the attention I get sometimes because no matter what he’s the one that gets to take me home. I have found that I have fantasised about older men that we know or have worked for in our company. Men with families who I should NOT sexualise. I get turned on and I fuck my partner. I seem to find taboo situations or people who are off limits exciting in my head. But in the real world I suppose I am a tease. I love to be all feminine and sweet. Innocent. But I am the complete opposite to that which my partner gets to experience whenever he pleases. I thought could it be that I’m low self esteem.. but I am happy within myself. This is purely sexual and is most noticeable around ovulation… giving me the impression I am just extra horny and my mind is going a bit crazy from hormones 🤣