Recently a got into selfsucking, and i really think, that it would be thrilling if my girlfirend would help me. Im certainly not gay and we are together for 3 years now. But she is not paticularly open about sexual things, its always just vanilla sex. It took me 2 years to make her do eyecontact during a blowjob. Anyways, would it be disgusting for you if a boyfriend would ask such things. How can i persue my girlfriend helping me?