I used to swallow like a champ, I never even gagged. I’ve been swallowing since my first time, and I’ve never had to spit and never wanted to. I genuinely loved the feeling of it all warm in my mouth.
However, recently, the thought of cum makes me gag. I can’t even watch porn anymore, it makes me gag! I feel so horrible and guilty, because I dont want to let my partner down. He doesn’t even taste bad, but I can’t take it… I feel awful. I have to fight my own facial expressions, because I really do love it when he finishes in my mouth, but it just inherently makes me gag. And that’s never even happened before!
Is it a tolerance thing? There was a break in sexual activity before meeting my current partner, maybe I like… factory reset or something. I want to, NEED to be able to stand it again. I used to love it! I don’t know what happened, or how I can go back to how I was.
PLEASE if anyone has suggestions on what I should do, tell me!