I have a very hard understanding who is and is not my friend. I think I have like 4-5 friends who I’m pretty sure would consider me a friend but basically everyone else I think sees me as more of an acquaintance or something? I kinda talk to them regularly but we never do anything together.
I’m pretty sure if I moved across the country or something, maybe like 2 people would stay in contact with me or make any attempt to reach out.
It feels like the vast majority of my relationships with people are very surface level and idk how to make a deeper connection with people even though I want to.